DarkestTears

Holding my patient, waiting for you my hands searching where my heart once was like catching the lost clouding in the sky we are held apart, our destiny are depart I stare into your eyes that sparkles wishing I can be the one to touch them to fall in your spell of dream at the first sight, your warmth surrounded me gentlely for the last time, I cannot escape your beauty that I cannot explain all I want is to see you for eternality as for I am worthless to be yours the time is ticking, your friends are watching my presence seem to have awaken with emotion my body is anxious whilce my mind shook through like an alarm that mist away

The magical night sky covered the dark void As it darkens and when it was already so late I walk alone, oh I was alone The stone steps along the road was narrow So hard...I tripped and I fell But no one was there, no one could hear me at all Streets and houses turns to a shallow shadow My sight were blind folded Rushing Misery doomed into my wandering soul The stars lead me home, they didn't leave me alone Oh they shine so bright, it brought back my memories How I cried myself to sleep every night Dear moon, dear stars... Up in the sky, you all seem so far Maybe it's my mind that is the trick Please be with me while I walk home

The day you went... Never came back to the same old place Where we use to be in our days Left me all alone Without a word to me and gone home So bitter... Because she told me you never fully cared I couldn't believe everything in the past Especially when you hold me and smiled for the last Never forgetting your sweetness and kindness you share Can you tell me how can I take a pain that I cannot bear? For now, all I can feel is you have abandoned me I lie to myself that you are just could not see As we all know you are the only one to be Understand I cannot equivocate because the truth cannot be erase Getting over or letting go

Remember the first when we walk together the first time we've met, we've talk. The presence haunts me, the future frightens you, but it ends for your fear. While it last for my once wish, that I wouldn't give away. But I wish I never love you, I wish I never know, and I wish I was never alive. Remember the first time you gave me your smile, yeah…to me, and the last from- the first time you've asked me out and the last…

A speak of message in words I cannot describe nothing was left of me there was nothing left to say the line still continues a wait to the truth while a breakdown was pour out drifting in bed seem so helpless, perhaps thus meant to be faithless? the pair of beautiful swollen eyes, with her crying heart that was broken to pieces it was tragedy, a never-ending bleed wishing it was make believe, a horrible fairytale alone in silence the love was still deep in her begging not to leave, waiting for the reply memories of the met in eyes was never reply all the truth and lies were never repaired she does not want to tell the last go